IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT LOVE, SKIP THIS!

Yea.. I'm afraid.. I got this friend of mine, lets call her. Loveable (yea that's right, YOU).
Since to long time back I've been in love with her. Let's rewind the time C:

Hmm.. 1 year ago we had a festival here in Eskilstuna called "Sommarens sista suck". I literary nagged on Loveable to join me/us to go and listen and hang out there. She did come to the festival... But I did something terrible.. Another friend of mine, Sandra, felt alone and as dumb as I where I invited her too... AND VOILA, I've done the most stuped thing in the world. The probem with sandra was that she didn't like the others I where with, so I had to leave them to hang out with her... That means I had to leave Loveable too :C

And.. when we were walking around on the festival she told me thihngs about her past, and I.. well.. fellt sorry for her.. So in the end.. We.. became together (is it said like that?).

I didn't love her at all.. And I don't understand why I did that. A month or so later I broke up with her.. Still inlove with Loveable. I hate my self for being together with sandra..

Some months ago a ex-friend of mine told me that she had heard that Loveable became sad when I left to be with sandra.. And taht she may have liked me.. If that's tru I hate my self even more!

To tell the truth, I'm in love with her still. What I don't know is if she likes me at all or not. If she even likes me a little.. Or if I destroyed the whole thing a year ago... ;_;

Waht I'm afraid of?
Well.. I'm going away for one week (not long time, I know) and under this week our class is going on a "hajk". I'm really silly but... (here komes the part where she starts to thing I'm pathetic) I'm afraid she will fall in love with someone D: Ofcourse, she dosn't likelove... last time I asked.. witch was a time ago, but still. God I'm pathetic.. :C
I just want a chanse to prove taht I can be a good bf..


Back to the importaint stuff:

I'm going to Greece tomorrow (that is saturday) and I just wanted to say good bye to.. well noone, because noone reads this except you xD I will get back next saturday.
That's pretty much it yea.. Wo! C: I'm going to miss you x.x pathetic me xD

One question.. taht're even more pathetic; Är det kört för mig? xD
Svara inte om du inte känner för det C:

So abck to non-swedish. I will be missing you all in my class and no.. I won't miss school C:

Cya later! I hope D: